Thank you, Werner. It was so fun to reminisce and to reconnect to those days. I did the communication workshop first, in August of 1980. It changed my life in ways unimaginable. Then the est training in January, 1982, the Forum in August, 1989, and the 6-Day in January, 1990. My life has never been the same since my first experience of est. I am grateful every day.
Because of est I made friends for the first time. Before est I would not seek friendships with anyone I thought was better than me. After est, everyone became a potential friend. If I saw an interesting, smart, involved, beautiful or handsome person, and I wanted to get to know that person, I would go introduce myself and ask about them. I can talk to anyone now and have many long-time friends of all ages, races, sexes, weights and intelligences. My life is so much bigger!
Because of est, I started a nonprofit to provide free psychosocial support to cancer patients and their families. This nonprofit has been operating lovingly for thirteen years and has changed the idea of cancer in my community. People who do not even know that I had anything to do with the beginning tell me about this wonderful organization they found which has helped them live their lives fully even though they have cancer.
Because of est, I have been able to be present at the deaths of many friends and family. It is my calling to be with those who are dying. Me, who was so scared of death that I couldn’t even enter a hospital, much less work in one (which I did as a patient representative). Me, who was so scared of death that I suffered anxiety attacks. After est, I not only could be in the presence of dying, but knew that was exactly where I was meant to be. My fear just disappeared.
Because of est I got to hug my mom and dad and have a totally different relationship with them than I had ever had before. I loved them so much, and I knew they loved me, too. I was able to be with both of them as they died and know I was a friend and a comfort. That could not have happened without est.
Because of est, I am an idea machine. Tons of ideas just pop into my head. Things that make sense. Things that make businesses. Oh, and my husband, too. He did the Forum in 1989 and won his company’s $10,000 award the next year. He was a chemical engineer in research and development and he said the Forum cleared away what he used to consider barriers to solutions. After the Forum, he knew possibility. It was amazing.
Because of est, I can say I am sorry and ask for forgiveness. What a relief. And what a shortcut to better relationships.
There is so much more that has come into my life because of est.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Sue